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";s:14:"featured_image";s:0:"";s:3:"url";s:35:"https://www.bellaeflynn.com/?p=3580";}i:10;a:4:{s:5:"title";s:1:"_";s:7:"excerpt";s:0:"";s:14:"featured_image";s:105:"https://i2.wp.com/www.bellaeflynn.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/06/unnamed-file-2.jpg?fit=2350%2C1011&ssl=1";s:3:"url";s:35:"https://www.bellaeflynn.com/?p=3566";}i:11;a:4:{s:5:"title";s:77:"what they don&#8217;t tell you about when you finish your first book (part 2)";s:7:"excerpt";s:304:"<p>♡ You will HATE reading your first draft. I will tell you &#8212; it really is a terrible experience. ♡ You will try to find excuses not to pick it up and edit it. ♡ You will lose your writing routine because you want to avoid working on your work, because you need to edit now. [&hellip;]</p>
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