{"media_url":"https:\/\/scontent-lht6-1.cdninstagram.com\/v\/t51.29350-15\/103418505_360239628272749_7055489409934381708_n.jpg?_nc_cat=106&_nc_sid=8ae9d6&_nc_ohc=LPVN0QLZ1Y0AX93P5Aq&_nc_ht=scontent-lht6-1.cdninstagram.com&oh=3f5a994e5e07f5ba96361a0642b3114d&oe=5F0A6391","caption":"I believe that the world owes nothing. No debt to pay or government to over throw.  The earth will keep on keeping on long after I\u2019ve kicked the bucket. Same as you. The big horn mountains will still stand. The ridges may be different, but they\u2019ll be there. Out by a fire in the middle of no place where the space is vast and full of opportunity. That\u2019s where I go. When I\u2019m done I move on. Carrying what little I have to my chest close as kittens. Mostly photographs, writing, old books handed to me by my grandfather and that\u2019s all -- aside from memories.\n\nI live in my own world, because that\u2019s where its safe. Everyone is equal there and left to themselves. It\u2019s quiet. Smells nice to boot. Fresh grass along the streams. The desert has its time to sing. There\u2019s nothing to worry on, except what I concoct over a fire after midnight myself. But its free. I am grateful for my chance. I don\u2019t rub it nowhere. I don\u2019t regret. I don\u2019t forget. I belong where the western winds blow. I belong under the skies so deep and clear that I could paint my hearts true conviction for beating. \nAnd all this time I\u2019ve wondered why I wasn\u2019t like everyone else. Why I carry a burden the way I do and now I know. It is those who suffer and keep suffering that will always, somehow, find a way to survive. Then one day, when I\u2019m old and dying by my fire, perhaps some young good looking kids will sit by me and ask. \u201cYou\u2019re a long way from home ma\u2019am. How did you come to America all those years ago?\u201d And I\u2019ll look into my fire and smile.","id":"17862108247914100","media_type":"IMAGE","timestamp":"2020-06-12T00:26:47+0000","username":"bellaelkjaerflynn","permalink":"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/CBUJvWen6ad\/"}