{"media_url":"https:\/\/scontent-lcy1-1.cdninstagram.com\/v\/t51.2885-15\/245337804_391094716011334_6736071938264397644_n.jpg?_nc_cat=109&ccb=1-5&_nc_sid=8ae9d6&_nc_ohc=RbR-jqu-QkIAX9c7mzj&_nc_ht=scontent-lcy1-1.cdninstagram.com&edm=ANo9K5cEAAAA&oh=da01d6b128ddd2894ad1ffc0166d31ce&oe=618213C7","caption":"I won\u2019t lie and say I\u2019ve been writing lately. No matter how much I love the art of verbal deception. In truth I\u2019ve been messing around with my cameras, staring at my typewriter with a mix of devotional eagerness and sad adoration; all the while toying with the idea of turning my cat into a harness-wearing adventurer and reading Harry Potter for the first time. \u2060\n\u2060\nHonestly, the subjects frothing at the forefront of my mind are those i wish only to avoid. Suppose the day has come when I can no longer avoid the inevitable; I have to admit to myself that becoming a 600lb pizza loving alcoholic, though tempting, won\u2019t fix a damn thing. \n\u2060\nSomebody out there told the world to write what scares you, or whatever is hard to put into words \u2014 needs to be written; something rather along those lines.\u2060\n\u2060\nDeep down there isn\u2019t much that scares me so much as my own poison. The way it ticks and tocks and clocks around like a lunatic in my veins. That\u2019s the point I suppose, write what haunts you. The novel I finished\u2026well I thought it would suffice long enough for me to write something completely different, you know, something not positively breaking and emotionally unyielding \u2014 but I fear that that is simply my given right. It is my lot, my consideration to write the words the rest of us wish not to hear \u2014 but must. I\u2019ve spent the better part of recent months running from that. Circling around the corn hole like a drunken Spaniard. \n\u2060\nSo last night I pulled out my latest submission and started once again to bleed. I scratched at an open wound that I now know, was never supposed to close. \u2060\n\u2060\n#thehollowbonestoryteller #writingcommunity #writersofinsta #writinglife #writingsociety #writingofinstagram #writer #writingofig #prose #creativewriting #instawrite #wordsmith #britishwriters #igwritersclub #instawriter #amwriting #spilledink #writerslife #instadaily","id":"17944476967602764","media_type":"IMAGE","timestamp":"2021-10-14T10:01:45+0000","username":"itsizzieflynn","permalink":"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/CVAUMUzNcHa\/"}