{"media_url":"https:\/\/scontent-lht6-1.cdninstagram.com\/v\/t51.2885-15\/101676167_887014315139057_7301278423337746136_n.jpg?_nc_cat=109&_nc_sid=8ae9d6&_nc_ohc=EYrNhwLROnIAX9EM_5L&_nc_ht=scontent-lht6-1.cdninstagram.com&oh=8d2c11a317063ebed99befc9ef85ef7e&oe=5F0A5FA9","caption":"I wish i could tell you that everything will be ok. Level like the sea on the horizon, but i wont lie to you. The world is unjust, it\u2019s cruel and riddled with hardships. What we cannot do is give up living. Trust me. Experience. I got it. I\u2019ve looked death in the face and he told me a thing or two. He cried with me and watched me walk away, back to my life where he knows how i suffer yet still he insists.\nTheres work to be done. Bad things to fix.\n\u201cI\u2019ll be ready to bring you home when you have seen the world as i do, but that day is not today. It is not tomorrow. It is when you have seen that through all those troubles and misfortunes that you are a god in your own world. I don\u2019t mean that in arrogance, but that you live in a world you alone create. A world where you are surviving purely on love and art. Love and art. Thats why you are still there. That is why you are who you are. You owe people nothing and yet here you are. Writing for them. Weeping that you cannot help everyone. Making them laugh when you yourself are ready to be buried eight feet deep. You\u2019re trying to save the future by seeing its history. You may feel powerless, but do what you can.\u201d\n\u201cI dont understand why people enjoy life more than death.\"\n\u201cBecause life is a false fabrication of beauty and happiness. I am the brash honesty that all wish not to see. Except you.\u201d\n\"It sounds lonely..\u201d\n\u201cI dont suppose so. You\u2019ve been here with me and i get to watch how happy you can be.\u201d \u201cWhat about life?\u201d \u201cLife will always be grief stricken. We are living proof you and me.\u201d\n\u201cOld friends you and i.\u201d\n\"Old friends. Now you go on home and finish what you started. Help heal as best one person can. If all did so - i think it would all be quite different.\u201d","id":"17856869168004198","media_type":"IMAGE","timestamp":"2020-06-03T23:48:03+0000","username":"bellaelkjaerflynn","permalink":"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/CA_e8q_nGfd\/"}