{"media_url":"https:\/\/scontent-lcy1-1.cdninstagram.com\/v\/t51.29350-15\/244568287_394755278843161_8148072710192113304_n.webp.jpg?_nc_cat=109&ccb=1-5&_nc_sid=8ae9d6&_nc_ohc=GNPNbwshyC0AX9j-Ujn&_nc_ht=scontent-lcy1-1.cdninstagram.com&edm=ANo9K5cEAAAA&oh=3cf89813fe243c276e31c47e00c066b7&oe=6181A24A","caption":"I'm not the broken man with but a shit covered penny to his name or the woman with more spilt womb than sense; I'm the fool with a f*cked up car questioning my sanity in the spill of glass on the highway. The jagged pieces got fury burning in the pit of my stomach; that fierce \"I got this\" lie I tell myself every night before the lights go out, and I'm sitting in the dark with only myself to blame. How the hell did the humdrum get me here?\u2060\n\u2060\nI won't make the deadline today.  Fuck the deadline. I can't face the only topic coming to mind. I need to write that SOB out of course, get it gone, but all I can think about is the tire around my waist and that my knees hurt like a bitch -- If this is aging color me the fuck out, call me a cab and leave me alone. Spilt milk & sausage fests and all that follows is about as much sense as I'll make. \u2060\n\u2060\nAh, tis good after all to be a little lunatic with a pinch of section. In honor of my melancholic madness and despair, see before you the grand old mare. \u2060\n\u2060\n#AGameOfPortraits #acreativevisual #yourvisiongallery #portraitmood #pursuitofportraits #moodyports #amwriting #writer #wordsmith #prose","id":"17915468554897810","media_type":"IMAGE","timestamp":"2021-10-08T14:04:51+0000","username":"itsizzieflynn","permalink":"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/CUxTTvTLDVs\/"}