{"media_url":"https:\/\/scontent-lax3-2.cdninstagram.com\/v\/t51.29350-15\/124445542_304413583901027_8412536372670175707_n.jpg?_nc_cat=102&ccb=2&_nc_sid=8ae9d6&_nc_ohc=Rs2gQ1S6g3cAX-Y3CPE&_nc_ht=scontent-lax3-2.cdninstagram.com&oh=336c387e2d66bde6fb6c837e28c34833&oe=5FD49915","caption":"You all ask me, at one corner or another, how it is that i write as i do. It's not a secret. There is something about the way i die in front of you so freely, i am aware of that, without caring for your miscalculated obscenities or falsified misdemeanor inhibitions. The only secret to my broken bone narratives is honesty, and that every work is spoken before it prints. That's it. I write as i talk, and i talk like i died 8ft back. Low in the dust with the mites sucking in my ears. I was born without the ability to understand happiness like the rest of you, and yet im a comedian of tricks and smoke signals. It is truly an irony lost on the audience that i cannot laugh but i can give exactly that -- to you. \nAfter all isn't that the point? What i can't derive in my being, in my time on this spit of land --- i give to thee who needs it more, whilst here i still am in the dark performing away. Away. Away. Till i expire like curdled milk in a swollen udder. \nIm not doing you a favour, don't think me kind. Im not. I just know my place and that is between you and sharp truth that life has no truer meaning than not to waste a single second.","id":"18130150804185153","media_type":"IMAGE","timestamp":"2020-11-10T16:25:56+0000","username":"bellaeflynn","permalink":"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/CHarig1HPc8\/"}